Panggilan Haji..

salams all,

on friday 20th nov aritu my sil, bil n his wifey.. berangkat ke tanah suci.. alhamdullillah akhirnya hajat mereka nak menunaikan fardhu haji tertunai juga since last year they all x dpt pergi.. so hb, amani n me.. menghantarlah bakal2 haji n hajah ini di changi airport..

my sil:kamisah, my bil:roslan n his wife:umi kalsom
amani with mama n chik sah

antara yg hadir menghantar bakal2 hj n hjh

me with baby marsya.. she is sooooo cuteeee

ifa, watiqah, amani n irfan

amani.. she's digging her belly button.. while mama snap the pic..

amani wit ronald after hvng bfast there

thanks ronald.. amani kiss ya

Al Fatihah

salams all..

semalam (khamis 19 nov 2009) bersamaan 2 zulhijjah 1430H pukul 12.32am my nenek telah pulang ke rahmatullah menemui pencipta-Nya..

walaupun aku bukanlah cucu harapan nenek (means aku tidaklah begitu rapat dengan arwah) tapi pemergian arwah tetap menimbulkan rasa sayu n sedih dihati ini.. sebab biasanya bila balik kampung.. muka pertama yg aku cari adalah arwah nenek.. sekarang ni tinggal la atuk sorang.. kesian atuk.. teman ketawa, teman gaduh, teman makan, teman tidur, teman berbual, teman mebebel sudah tiada lagi disisi meninggalkan atuk bersama anak2 n cucu2.. termenung je atuk keseorangan semasa makan malam semalam.. may be terkenangkan arwah nenek..

aku pun x sempat jumpa arwah kerana sesampainya aku di kampung proses pegkebumian telahpun selesai.. menurut my sister yg menatap pemergian arwah.. paling sedih dan sayu adalah ketika atuk memberi ciuman terakhir untuk isterinya.. walaupun atuk sakit kaki n x boleh duduk di lantai.. but he tried very very hard to bend his leg n kiss nenek berkali kali.. siap bisikkan something (tht nobody knows.. ) since my grandparents tu bukanlah pasangan romantik.. arghh i yg dgr cerita ittew pon rasa perasaan sayu.. touching sekali.. i noe my grandpa feelings.. since itulah teman hidup yg dia lalui ketika senang dah susah n now.. she's gone...

alfatihah utk Hjh Musrikah Hj Omar.. semoga rohnya ditempatkan bersama golongan yg beriman amin...

i need a break but not kit kat hoccay..

salams all,

fuhh.. finally my lappie is on my hand BUT.. everything inside is GONE.. dah kena format all the HD.. according to hubby's fren, motherboard n graphic card rosak.. urmm

since amani on her dreamland so i guess better take the time to key in new entry kan if not.. kalo makcik kecik tuh dah bgn.. mari merenung lappieku ini dari jauh sahaja sbb amani quite jeles kalo i dok ngadap lappie n ignore her.. heheh.. nak suruh kita melayan dia aja la tuh..

well guys.. aku terhingin sekali nak gi holiday... yup.. x yah le jejauh dedekat kat mesia pon jadik la... tah ler... dah rasa cam fed-up tahap DEWA kat umah ni.. mmg selalu tehingin nak bertiga-tigaan dengan family kecilku ni.. BUT wat 2 do.. hubby always bz.. seingat aku lah kan.. the last time we went for the holiday (means only hb n me n my munchkins..) adalah berzaman lampau iaitu masa lepas aku kawen dengan kata lain masa honeymoon.. huh.. HONEYMOON x leh kira as a holiday la kan... itu compulsory for newly wed.. urmm

bukan la nak kata hubby aku lokek ker hapa.. ths year ada la gi holiday but the 1st we went wit my family(myside) n the other with my BIL n his wifey.. BUKAN aku x suka berholiday beramai2.. TIDAKKKK.. aku x kesah.. cuma since aku tinggal dgn MIL n SIL.. so.. bole la katakan tidak begitu privacy utk hidup ini.. so i need private time means few days away juz only wit my small family.. BIARKAN KAMI BERTIGA SETENGAH SAHAJA (including my future baby)

sumtimes bila aku selidik apsal la susah sgt kami bertiga setengah ni nak berholiday ada la beberapa alasan..

1. hubby as a breadwinner.. semua dia yg tanggung.. kekadang nak bukak mulut nak bershopping keperluan sendiri pon aku x sampai hati apa lagi nak ajak holiday.. urmm BUT SUPRISE SUPRISE few days b4 he did mention tht he allowed me to work after ths..(aft deliver) since he said i'm always bored 2 b at homme all day.. gud gud.. love tht..
2. hubby ku ada banyak responsibility.. terlalu banyak.. even kalo aku jadi dia entahlah aku bole buat ke tidak.. so sumtimes i feel tht i shouldnt put more bebanan padanya.. kesian kat dia.. but sumtimes aku x sedar bila aku stress secara x langsung bebanan itu dah ditanggung olehnya.. sorry dear..
   
3. time constrain.. huhuhu.. he always bz with his work..he is workaholic person.. mmg sumtimes kalo dah terlalu bz.. makan pon dia lupa.. i noe he was bz cause of me, amani n our new comers.. n oso other responsibilities..
   
4. susah nak gi holiday ni.. juz pergi camtuh je.. owhhh no no no.. ada je yg menjeling.. huh..
5. BUDGET for holiday.. huhuhuhu.. aritu hubby ada janji nak berholiday bertiga2an.. then suddenly x jadi sebab budget.. huhuhu.. sedih la jugak aku time tuh.. but wat to do.. then we hve planned 2 make a saving for a holiday at least once a year we went for the holiday with our cute family..
6. hubby mmg susah nak amik choti... seingat aku ler.. kalo kami bercuti panjang itu adalah kerana long weekend.. tiada istilah ambil cuti atau annual leave dlm hubby aku.. itu yg lebih stress sebenarnya.. sebab dia banyak workload.. somebody says "kerja sampai bila pon x abes.."

hais.. tah ler bila la dapat berholiday dgn riang gembira bersama hubby, amani n future baby.. urmmm mmg teringin sgt nak berholiday nih...i'm not jelous BUT ENVY to other ppl that can b together n went for a holiday wit thier own family.. ahahaha.. but really may my situation now.. i need a break.. need privacy only wit my family.. far frm here.. uhhhh bestnya kalo bayangkan i was walking wit hubby n amani on seaside.. aman nya.. adoyay...

BEBElz : second pregnancy

salams all..

huhuhu..alhamdullillah.. so far sakit belakang yg jatuh aritu dah berkurangan.. but i'm still in worried cause ths saturday ada appointment with my gynae n i have 2 go thru detail scan.. hopefully everythimg is fine esp my baby.. insyaAllah..

huhuhu.. since this was my 2nd pregnancy (3rd actualy).. of course xperience from the past pregnancy was the very gud lesson for me in order to ended the journey of "baby inside my womb" hehehe.. apapun dunia "kemengandungan" aka pregnancy time was very special, cute (i think), sexy (hubby says), n so many gud words tht i cant xplain.. ehem ehem.. :)

compare to the time when amani was inside my womb.. ehehe.. of course there is a difference.. 1st thing.. is.. tht time consider 1st time success pregnancy (cause b4 amani, sad story.. i mis miscarriage) so everything i did i was so xcited especially shopping for her.. outfit, cott, toiletteries, etc.. since tht time mmg i juz look on myself tiap hari kat mirror.. iye la.. dah itu 1st baby..so, asyik membelek perut didepan cermin..n rasa cam terharu setiap kali tgk pewot semakin membesar.. n rasa kebesaran yg maha esa.. difference for this time.. uhuhuhu.. bukan x der masa nak membelek pewot ni..cuma kekadang dah bz dengan munchkin ku yg semakin lasak n hyper so, memang la x menyempat nak membelek segala benda berkaitan dgn diri sendiri.. huhuhu.. but sehabis boleh aku x nak la bias kan.. apa yg aku buat masa aku preggykan amani.. same things i try to make it for this time preggy.. huhuhu..cth nya.. part.. pemakanan, xcercise, berbual2 dgn baby kekadang amani pon bebual sama ;)), khatam quran (sedang berusaha.. time amani masuk 7 bln dah khatam.. hopefully boleh la abis hendaknya...), membaca buku utk si comel dlm perut (now, amani pon join sama).. n mcm2 lg la..

bezanya.. now, banyak benda yg aku buat dlm rushing time since terpaksa menguruskan dirisendiri yg membuncit ini (hehehe) n amani.. PENAT?? mmg ler.. x dinafikan.. tpbila fikir pasal si comel berdua ni.. terus lupa sekejap pasal penat.. kekadang ada juga tension dgn munchkin since dia dah pandai "berkemas" so sumtimebila keadaan badan letih, pening kepala, mual2... amani plak buat sepah n buat perangai.. memangis juga aku ni.. sebab nak hilangkan stress.. but kejap je la.. cause nak marah si munchkin pon.. dia masih belum faham.. dia dlm proses belajar..

yg seronoknya tgk munchkin skang ni.. kalau dia dah buat sepah (esp her toys) bila di suruh kemas n put all the toys inside her toys box.. dia menurut kata plak.. mula2 dulu ajar dia mengemas.. fuhhhh punyala payah siap jerit2 lagi..then hubby n me.. try to educate her 2 responsible in wat eva she did.. so now, x susah lagi.. alhamdullillah.. but kdg2 tu dia nangis juga.. sampai my sil kata: "ratu air mata nak kemas mainan.." hehehehe..

for hubby plak everyday semakin bz.. n sumtimes i rasa sensitif yg melampau.. especially kalau dia lambat balik.. yea.. i noe.. he is bz working for me n my cute family.. but adat org peknen ni.. selalu nak bermanja dgn kekasih hati siapa lagi kalo bukan hubby.. so kalau dia balik lambat.. kekadang hati ini sedih juga.. terasa mcm hubby melupakan diri ini.. wakakaka.. sensetip sungguh!! but kejap je.. bila dah tgk tv bersama n berbual2 hilang la rasa sensetip tuh.. nasib baik hubby paham.. kalo x.. harus aku plak jadi ratu air mata... wakakaka..

ok la rasa sakit pinggang lak.. nak meluruskan badan aka.. berbaring kejap.. so.. adios..

Jatuh Tangga!!!

salams all,

banyak betul musibah yg terjadi minggu ni.. pertamanya.. my lappie buat hal la plak.. on monday aritu suddenly x boleh on.. adoyay.. gelap gulita la donia ku tanpa internet!!!.. then inform kat hubby.. hubby asked for the warranty.. but dah xpired sine i bought my vaio on 2007 dec mmg konpem la dah xpired.. cesss.. solutionnya hubby mintak tlg his fren to fix up the problem.. n till now my lappie masih di tgn kawannya ittew.. alahai my vaio.. according to his fren most probably something wrong wit the motherbord.. *piang* tampar diri sendiri sebab i mmg susah nak scan ke.. defrag ke.. so suddenly my lappie terus blackout..

BEBELZ.. harus la kena bebelz skit ngan hubby sebab x pandai menjaga lappie ittew..since lappie itu adalah hadiah besday i.. *piang piang* sekali lagi utk i...cess T_T

abes kisah lappie vaio ku.. disuatu hari selepas solat isya' hari rabu... since hubby nak solat..(kami x solat berjemaah sebab hubby balik lambat) so, i decided wanna go down 1st since amani dah merengek2 nak turun.. dgn pewot yg agak kedepan ini.. tgn kiri mendukung amani, tgn kanan membawa beg persalinan utk amani (cause normally bila dah nak tidur i will changed her outfit.. since bilikku jauh ditingkat 3 malas nak naik n bawak sekali persalinan amani..) sesampainya ke living area lagi 4 anak tangga tetiba.. bap bap bap bap.. aku tergelincir.. nasb baik amani masih kukuh ditangan but beg n barang lain dah bertaburan.. amani menangis terperanjat.. aku plak x bole nak bangun since bahagian belakang n pinggang terasa sakit yg amat..

my sil's maid berlari kearah kami (thanks a lot)terus diambilnya amani n tanyakan keadaan aku.. i juz reply "i'm ok!!!" walau pun sebenarnya sangatlah sakit utk membangunkan diri.. serentak dgn itu, dlm kepala terfikir pasal baby inside my womb.. terus aku gosok2 perut ni.. sambil berdoa.. dijauhkan segala kehilangan.. cukup sudah aku rasa sekali kehilangan besar dari womb ini.. then the maid datang lagi since aku x bangun2 lagi.. perlahan2 aku paut handle tangga tu n cuba bangun n alhamdullillah boleh berdiri tp jln agak terhencot hencot..adoyay..

then, hubby turun i tell the truth.. he was so worried.. asyik tanya je pasal baby sampai keesokkan harinnya.. since i'm fragile kalau preggy ni..(doc yg kata camtuh) but till now alhamdullillah.. cuma my back mmy so painful..

nak urut tp takut la plak.. boleh ker nak urut time preggy ni??? erkkk..apa kata korng yg pernah preggy n dah habis melalui pregnancy times.. PERNAH X URUT?? hubby kata kalo nak urut ask the tukang urut, massage kat bahagian belakang je.. urmm kena pikir bebetul nih... till now, baby, alhamdulillah seperti biasa bergerak2.. next week nak buat fully scan so hopefully everything is fine n di lindungi Allah selalu...amin

anakku ceria contest!

salams again stil masuk contest juga since amani is on her way to dreamland... contest is being done by http://mystory-noriza.blogspot.com/ .. my participation is juz to memeriahkan contest ini..


Terms n conditions of anakku ceria contest:

1. Be a follower of http://mystory-noriza.blogspot.com/ DONE
2. Be a follower of http://jommainkutu.blogspot.com/ DONE
3. Put entry contest in your blog (sticky mode entry ya!) dengan gelagat anak anda yang paling ceria. DONE
4. Copy the contest banner into the blog entry with the contest link in your entry http://mystory-noriza.blogspot.com/ DONE
5. Place the Contest banner in your sidebar with link back to the contest entry (no link back will be disqualified) DONE
8. Leave a comment on this post (Anakku Ceria Give away Contest) for me to pick up the winner. DONE

Syarat-syaratnya;
1.Terbuka kepada ibubapa yang mempunyai anak/anak sedara/ di bawah usia 24 bulan. OK
2. Satu contestant 1 entry sahaja OK
3. Contest bermula dari 22 October 2009 sehingga 22 November Nov 2009 OK
4. Proses pemilihan pemenang akan dilakukan oleh juri-juri yang dilantik oleh penganjur. OK

4.Gambar pemenang akan dipamerkan di blog penganjur OK

5.Proses pemilihan pemenang oleh juri adalah muktamad OK

so, my selected pic of anakku ceria is...

baby name : sara amani razali

age : 1 yr 4 mth

I'm Yours

i'm browsing one of my fren blog n suddenly happen to noe bout this contest..

i'm yours

this contest is being done by lyafrina from : http://cahayahatiku-lyafrina.blogspot.com/2009/10/contest-im-yours.html

attracted to the t & c of the contest so i decided to join juz to memeriahkan contest tersebut.. kalau menang kira BONUS la kan.. so.. theese are the pic.. ;)

PIC 1 : Gambar yang paling romantik

urmm i guess sooo.. ahaks.. ;)

PIC 2 : Gambar dihari perkahwinan anda yg sempoi


PIC 3 : Gambar suami anda bersahaja atau melucukan
ps : sorry to u dear if ths pic makes ur publicity suddenly dropped like "nangka busuk".. wakakaka..


stori mori bout my dear hubby

satu pengalaman lucu + membahagiakan + menyentuh perasaan saya adalah sewaktu suami saya menanemani saya di bilik bersalin dan dia cuba memberikan kata2 semangat kepada saya sewaktu saya sakit melahirkan anak saya.. setelah habis kata2 semangat tapi baby masih belum keluar suddenly terkeluar dari mulut suami saya "yang, 2nd honeymoon kita nak pergi mana?" dengan menahan sakit dan wajah "blurr" saya menggelengkan kepala sambil tgn saya menggenggam tanggannya dan dihati saya masih ada perasaan bangga terhadapnya yg cuba memberikan kata2 semangat yg x sangat la semangat sebenarnya...hahahaha.. luv u darling

-end of entry-

sesiapa yg berminat nak join sila la ke http://cahayahatiku-lyafrina.blogspot.com/2009/10/contest-im-yours.html .. tarikh tutup penyertaan pada : 26.11.2009 (4.45ptg) ;)

searching for new gynae

salams all

the whole day.. i'm bz googling for my new gynae.. Y?? cause my most fave gynae Dr. Julianah Abu was no longer to take the delivery process since she is now more to IVF.. urmm little bit leceh la coz have to find new gynae since i feel easy n comfortable with her.. nice dr.. but wat 2 do.. have to find the gud gynae for my next baby..

b4 googling actualy i have asked few ppl bout their gynae.. my cuzzie suggest dr brenda low from gleneagles hosp.. looks like i attracted for wat she told me.. futhermore after googling bout her some commenters from singaporemothehood.com give a kinda gud comment bout her xcept for the 4D machine tht she doesnt have in her clinic.. besides reasonable $ she is a very patience n gud dr.. urmmm still thinking.. adoyay.. thinkin thinkin...

then i googling bout few gynae in Mt E hosp which is i prefer to go since i have a good delivery xperience over there.. fyi, i have to go thru for 72 hours for labour process since amani very comfy stay inside my womb tht time.. eventho, it's a long labour.. syukur pada Allah coz.. my gynae Dr. Julianah Abu n fews midwife in Mt E are very very supportive n they didnt give me any pressure at all.. treat me like their own sister.. i tell u... besides, the delivery suites which is privacy for me n hubby.. the environements n service over there were realy realy gud n professional.. i luv tht..

urmm.. on my last visit with dr julianah, she suggested to me her fren Dr. Ann Tan.. n fortunately after googling for her ths afternoon, i've found a very impressive feedback from those who ever been her patient b4.. urmm since she's in Mt E.. so may be.. i would like to propose her to hubby as my gynae (since he will pay all my medical bill :)).. may b lah..

Y i'm so choosy bout gynae?? cause i tink they play a very very important role in delivery process.. i dun want the gyane tht nagging to me when i'm in pain.. or gynae put pressure on me when i'm really in stress to push my baby out... owh noooo... nooo.. nooo.. that is y i'm a bit choosy bout gynae..

aha.. supriseee...

salams all,

aha.. alhamdullillah syukur pada Allah SWT.. inilah hasilnya setelah kami (hehehe) berusaha.. akhirnya doa kami termakbul juga.. Amani akan dapat adik.. n YES i'm pregnant for 3rd time.. n i'm really bersyukur n hopefully everything goes fine.. so far me n baby inside me alhamdulillah sihat..

amani still dunno wat is "adik" but normally after wakeup in the morning n when ever she saw me lying on the matress she will pull up my shirt n kiss my belly.. while her mouth mumbling her baby words which is i think says something to my big belly.. ohhh baby.. mama luv to see that..

that's y.. lately ni.. i was a bit lazy to update the blog.. since on my 1st trimester.. it is quite tough for me to finish the 1st trimester.. more over it was aidilfitri.. arghh selalu feel giddy je la all the time.. but now i feel better.. since dah masuk 2nd trimester..

GENDER?? stil dunno yet.. since belum detail scan.. but hopefully this time bole dpt bebird aka superboy plak.. hehehehe.. insyaAllah aminnn..

haloween 09 at woodlands

since i have time so i guess i should proceed 2 the 2nd entry of the day.. heheh..

since we stay near to spore american sch.. so when the 31st oct come.. normallly after solat maghrib we (hubby, me, sil, amani n my bro) will bz standing outside a bit frm our gate.. bukan nya apa kalau betul2 berdiri kat depan gate nanti all the haloween participance ingat we all pon celebrate jugak.. walhal.. we all seronok tgk they all bergaya dgn mcm2 costume..

so guys enjoys the pic..